You've made me cry with a sex scene *sniffles* That's never ever happened before.

But they were just so beautiful together and Orlando was just unconsciously doing all the right things, all the things that made him shine brighter than the others, in this very uncomplicated way, totally himself. All of this combined with how tired Elijah was of the situation and how much he needed Orlando to be it was just *makes incoherent hand gesture* so freaking beautiful. I can't find a more fitting adjective for it, really.

I loved the whole thing but I just fell in love with two parts. The first one because it was like a punch in the stomach (not in a bad way). And the second one made this... warm undefinable feeling bloom (ha! no pun intended though) inside my chest and that was when the crying intensified times ten and I had to take a break before continuing:
1- Orlando shakes his head. "Every day I wake up and stand up out of bed is a day I believe in something unbelievable."
2- The Bean thing had hurt,..., but he thinks that if he wakes up in his own bed in the morning his heart might break.

This was one of the most beautiful stories I've ever read... *sniffles*